im bad at writing so hey dont grill me i just wrote this after i had a huge fight which ended up in a real fight after. i left town that same night a little drunk and hitch hiked 450km to another town with everything i own and was thinkin up things in my head while i was pissed off. i dont ever plan on killin myself but that is why i wrote this as in the end if you do it there is no goin back and there are a lot of things you can do in life.